intercepted WORDY's confession to post secret ...

and now Kesh nos

dis was posted by BHAALU on to post secret ......

and now, it is no secret

though i am not a child no more, i still love milk ......
dis is me ..

i love my mom-in-law verry much ... she a widow she needs hugging and loving

is it incest?... is it a bad ting?


when u love some one u wanna hugg dem

but when u hugg the oposite sex
tings just start happpening to both ....

OH GOD , MY GOD ..

Love u

... from a letter, i posted to Janice a long time ago


A religious person draws his/her strength from the conviction dat there is a super power (GOD) who is just and wise and who controls our destiny.
That applies to me also
Now all the great thinkers ……the wise men (?) may consider GOD is a myth…the opium of the masses…..
That is OK with me….. for I have seen GOD in action in my life…. I have seen my emails bounce…then I edit the mails and it goes through… I have seen times when I was dead broke…and I get an income tax refund… my wife has seen this happen…but she rationalizes,….. she tries to find logical explanations. .logic is the creation of the human mind…logic is a myth….
An invention can only be as good as the creator of the invention…

My image of GOD…. whom I refer to as Jesus…names, ..identification labels don’t matter…u may call Him Allah or Ram or Bhagwan…. He don’t give a damn…. I refer to him as a classic joker….He makes me see sense by joking with me…… when I get pompous… he lets the air off…. And I stand deflated… like a punctured balloon.or like when tnhe effects of the Blue Pill wear ioff…

Jesus (my image of GOD) has also experienced the human condition…He experienced the pain and suffering…we mortals undergo…He experienced betrayal…. 30 pieces of silver……
So brilliantly portrayed in the passion of Christ……
My image of Jesus is that He is merciful….and does not condemn sinners…He gives them a chance …again and again… to repent ….and to come back ….to the narrow path….. but He gives us the freedom of choice…..
God loves sinners ….. the human mind cannot accept dat….. he suppped wid tax collectors…he loved Mary Magdalene ,…the sex worker….. He says there is greater joy in heaven over one repentant sinner…..the lost sheep……who has returned to the flock…….the prodigal son……

Dat is a very comforting tot …no matter wat I do …wat I say…the gate is always open…. He never closes the door…. He hurts bcoz i have been wayward….but he waits patiently…he hopes dat one day I will see sense …and return back…..

But He wont force me2……

Jesus is very different fro the GOD of the Old Testament…the old Testament is an obsolete document….. the old Testament wanted us to be God –fearing….. Jesus says God is yr loving father….

I LOVE U JESUS…..

I also joke wid Jesus ..He has a gr8 sense of humour…..He can laff at His church…. The Padres…the Bishops in their funny caps…trying to look pious…He even laffs at His Pope…….. when he preaches birth control by Russian roulette…

Hey, God …if I am rong….don’t strike me down wid lighting…. If im rong forgive me……

Love ya Jesus,
Saby (me an IIT graduate… ino more than u…u never even been to schools were just making furniture for 30 years…ur not even competent to be MR of an ISO 9001 company…)

Cc: Fr, Anil Rego….hope u don’t burn me as a heretic….like the Church did in the middle ages…..or lock me up in mad house… like we did to Galileo…

i am just a dirty old man .....
dis is me ..

i confess .. i used to use google search almost exclusively for porn search ....

then i chatted wid innocent gujjus from IT Ahmedabad room, who hadnt heard of porn, and then

then, i met an austraylayan who cud cuss better than most guys ...
she introduced me to blogging ...

i hear she still gives guys like CYNO a ruff time ....
but i graduated from chatting in to blogging

here i met Americans, Canadians and i also met Bhaalu
the former two were good company

but BHAALU brought out the worst in me
but then i linked to Ashutosh

i read his posts
he gave me a new use of google search

i soon started searching for my roots ...
read about the arts, culture, polly tics, and i am still googling for tings other than porn

i gotta be honest here
i still google search for porn

only i dont call it porn
i call it erotica

i gotta tank Rex wid a venom for dis ...

Adam and Eve - the first time ...
tell us about your first time ....

moving on ......

I confess


got dis from http://pinkbuttahfly.blogspot.com/


Thought it would never come
The day I realized we were through
It should have happened long ago
But I was in love and confused too

The feelings that once burned inside
The ones that I hoped were real
Will no longer affect me
Cause now I no longer feel

He will always mean alot to me
What we did I wont regret
I'll remember times that we shared
And the first time that we met

Deep down I know I love him
I will forever and a day
Not forgetting how he made me feel
So good in every single way

I'll remember the way we kissed
The way he held me tight
How he used to look at me
Before he kissed me goodnight

What I still don't understand
Is why we couldn't be
What was it that scared him
Why wouldn't he let me see

He told me that I'm special
And that he still loves me too
But it didn't feel the same
Now I know what to do

Oh well it's time to forget that
Think about myself now
I need to get on with my life
Now that I know how

I'll never really be able to Let him go completely
I'll just be what I was before
A friend when he needs me
I'll make him laugh when he's upset

Try my hardest and do my best
When I see him I'll block it out
And treat him just like the rest
It's time that I moved on

For my sake and for his
I know I'm bored of the game
And by now I'm sure he is

some body posted on post secret .......
dis cud be me

The Pope .....

celebrity bashing


'Pope (and other celebrity) bashing is a past time of the idle rich'
- Anony Mouse



Pope considered resigning in 2000

April 07, 2005 20:09 IST
Last Updated: April 07, 2005 21:01 IST


Pope John Paul II was contemplating resigning from Papacy in 2000, his testament released on Thursday revealed.

The Pope passed away on April 2. He was suffering from Parkinson's disease and some other ailments.

The Pontiff wrote his testament in Polish. He began writing it in 1979. He has said he reviewed it each Lenten season.

Complete Coverage: The Pontiff passes on

The initial entries are about his family.

The Pope's parents, brother and sister died early in his life. His infant sister died before he was born; his brother died when he was 9, his mother when he was 12 and father when he was 21.

The Pope wrote that he left no material possessions behind. He asked that his personal records be burned. Other than his family, he mentioned only two people -- his personal secretary, Archbishop Stanislaw Dziwisz, and the former chief rabbi of Rome, Elio Toaff.

The Vatican, which provided an Italian translation of the document, has promised copies in other languages later.


- from http://in.rediff.com/news/2005/apr/07pope.htm

I dont have the hottz for Maria (me wife) no more ....

and likewise she dont ....


Where did the romance of our marriage go ?

she wud dress her best for me
now she dont give a damn ....

she wud always smile for me
now all i see is frowns ...
all i hear is her bad mouthing me ...

she now tells me

Darius is such a good husband ...
(the next door neighbor)
meaning i am a louse of course .....

she says i dont earn enuff
she says i got no ambition ....

she says i smell bad
she says ......
she says ....

i stopped listening a while back
i get appreciation from another man's wife

yes, am referring to Darius